Just One more
Just a cut.
Just a scratch.
"What's that mark.?"
"It was the cat."
Just an excuse.
Just another lie.
"What's with all the bracelets.?"
"Just fashion, why.?"
Just a tear.
Just a scream.
"Why were you crying.?"
"Just a bad dream."
-But it's not just a cut, or a tear, or a lie. It's always 'just one more' until you die
As one shrinks and recedes
The other plants new seeds
Sinks all its tendrils deep
To make one mighty leap
On this great day
One year has turned gray
From this great day
Please, come what may!
One year has passed
But I yearn for more
I wish for knowledge amassed
From the pages of fairy folkore
Like a phoenix being reborn
One turns to ash
But waste no time to mourn
Because time passes in a flash
Why waste life worrying
Sit back and relax
Why waste life hurrying
Pity what Death lacks
The year has gone
The flowers wither
But a new light turns on
In this year, hither
You piss me off,
You make me cry,
You even make me wonder why.
Why do I put up with it all?
Why do I let you see my weakness?
Why do you keep me locked away?
You say you love me,
But lie to my face.
You make me love you,
What a discace.
I want to believe you,
When you say it will be okay,
But it's hard so hard to believe you.
Nothing feels right,
I keep up the fight.
So say you love me one more time,
Just one more time,
And you will once again be mine.
Even though it may seem I am a Vestal,
my core tightly coiled around the galaxy spinning
inside, shrinking my horizon into tiny pinholes
of light so I can still see the Sky, in slow steady
downpours thoughts of you invade my territory and
disturb the dust from settling over your memory,
so often I dig you up that the worms must miss you
until I bury you for the thousandth time again,
I should have set up sentinels along the borders
of my mind, ready to banish you from my alleyways,
ready to exile you from infiltrating the fog that
permeates my thoughts, how dare you invade my terrain!
You are not worthy to cast your shadow
on my horizon and
I'm walking this road alone
My past is here, but my future's gone
Darkness grows where the sun should shine
You lied when you said everything was fine
Then where is the love, the love to be mine
I'm pleading, pleading just one more time
father forgive me for all my crime
i have nothin' to give but all my sins'
You can have it you can hold it
I'd give you my soul, but i already sold it
The gift of life
so precious and brief,
gives off a light
a soul can see.
Gaze into
the eyes of another,
the answer there
within you will discover.
The light that shines
in the eyes of a life,
twinkles like a star
in the wonder of the night.
A magical spark
that gives no hue,
simply showing off
the life in you.
The opposite is
an ashen blue,
the end of a life
its secret clue.
It's the color of the sky
with a gathered haze,
not deep and blue
but cold and grey.
You see it with love
when you look in the eyes,
of souls that are ending
their journey through life.
I looked into your eyes today
and I did not see the sky,
I feel a sense of cal
Angelic love
A dead angel is walking on the street
Hoping that his soul-mate he'll meet
An angel with blue eyes, searching for love
A sad angel, fallen from somewhere above...
He's walking day, he's walking night,
Hoping to find the one that's right
He's carrying his heavy broken heart,
It's full weight, not just the healed part
All that sadness, all that beauty...
The way he made love, his only duty,
Full of hope, always looking for her
Like a long time ago, only they were
All he has is the beauty of a dream
The two of them, eating ice cream ...
Oh, so childish...and so pure
Love...he knows, it's the only cure...